Random Heart Spilling Rant
Someday, I wish I look at myself and not hold the trust issues that I do, beneath my skin. I’ve known how it is to be unattractive; I’ve known how it is to not get a second look from the guy you think is really cute. I’ve been there, braced my insecurities and flipped my life to get what I deserve.
Yet, today I stand here, awkward in parties because they have done no good to me in the past. I stand, talking to my best friend, trying not to expect much, for she has her own life. Here I stand with a man whom I’ve known for 6 years and I’m afraid to be too dependent on him in my life.